Woohoo! Happy Birthday to me! Oh, actually I really can’t believe I’m turning…..28 this year. Ohno the big 30 is coming closer and closer while sometimes I still feel like a 12 year old (or even a 5 year old). Mostly all the time when people asked about my age they can’t believe I’m that ‘old’ and they would estimate me at least a few years younger (for the future this isn’t a bad thing, I guess). And to be honest, I can’t blame them because getting older hasn’t been on my list from a early age. Back in the days I truly loved being a child and wished it would lasted for so much longer. Being care free, don’t have to worry about grown-up things and living in a age with no internet and just climbing trees was a bliss. So you can understand I really didn’t like puberty and I tried to fight against my own body of growing up into a woman. I didn’t want those boobs and the other ‘annoying’ things girl experience during this age. At some moments I really wish I was a boy and even tried to flatten my boobs with a camisole. A bit dramatic but I just wanted to putt time still and enjoy the moment. In the end I knew I just needed deal with it and make the best of it.
Still? it’s hard to call myself a woman and I prefer to be called a girl and hopefully this will last untill somewhere in my 80s. Like Peter Pan I didn’t want to grow up and just live in my own NeverLand. Of course, I need to keep things real and that’s why I like to create my own little world where my life won’t be led by the rules of our society. No, I don’t want to marry! No, I don’t think about kids! No, I don’t want to live in a big house (I prefer a small appartment). And no, I don’t like to have long hair. As cheesy as it sounds, but in the end age is just a number.
More reasons I can’t believe I’m turning 28…
You always can make me happy with everything that animated – the Minions are my favorite these days / I even have a big stuffed Minion / People around me are getting married and having kifs and that’s for the last thing I’m thinking about / I want a cute dog instead / I still don’t know what I want to be when I grow up – I prefer to just live and see what life brings / I can be that crazy and quirky girl that doesn’t take life that serious + makes people happy / The big 30 isn’t something I look forward to / I just don’t like worry about grown up things – like doing taxes, paying bills or cook / Acting like a grown up woman gives me the chills / I prefer to celebrate my birthday at Disneyland Paris – a dream come true!
